7.11.2010

Dear Mommy....

Dear Mommy was written shortly after I found out that my daughter Nala was on the way. I was told of her creation as a birthday gift to me. A very unexpected gift indeed. I didnt know what to say. I was in a state of shock and disbelief. Disappointment and anxiety. I knew that by not having a real relationship with the mother that this was not going to be easy for either of us. But I also knew that there was a bundle of joy in Nature's Oven on its way to grace the world with her presence. I wondered what the baby would say if it could talk.....

Dear Mommy,
Hey, it's me!
You know,
Your baby to be.
Just wanted you to know
I'm doing splendidly
And I'm situated in your nest
Quite comfortably.
I cant wait to meet you
And lock eyes with you.
I already have so much
To be thankful for-
You are the only one
That could bring me through life's door.
I can hear your thoughts and prayers for me.
Prayers that I am healthy
And prayers that I will be happy.
Just keep praying for me-
We'll be together shortly.
Just keep begging God to protect and provide for me.
Right before I left heaven
He told me
He picked you especially
To be my mommy.
He said not to be worrying
But to keep praying, pushing, and praising...
We are going to have so much fun together.
Sometimes I might cause a little trouble
But that's why the Lord picked you as my teacher.
We have so many memories to create
And birthday cakes to bake
That I cant help but to Leap
Cuz I love you so much Mommy!!
Love,
Your baby to be...
P.S. See you soon!!
Quorizzzzzzzma

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